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Leaving Christianity in Search of the Truth

“Come out from among them and be ye separate…..” 2 Corinthians 6:17

Growing up as a Christian, I would have never thought that I would come to a place in my life where I would denounce Christianity. But I,now, happily denounce this faith because I have come to realize its destructive paths and total disregard of the true way of The Most High. Now if you are reading this and consider yourself to be a Christian, you may be feeling a little taken back but let me share with you my journey.

A few years ago, I was sitting in a church service and began to feel disconnected from the service. So much so, that I thought to myself, “did I miss something that everyone else got?” I began to think that somehow I must have drifted away from “God”. And I knew that I had to fix this! I then challenged myself to get back into reading and listening to the Word on a regular basis because I wanted a deeper, fulfilling relationship with the Father. I began to pray a prayer on a regular basis that “God would open my eyes to see and give me ears to hear what the Spirit says to the church.” I got this from the book of Revelation as it repeatedly stated that “he that has an ear let him hear what the Spirit says to the Churches”. Praying this prayer opened my eyes and ears to a lot! Listening to the books of Revelation and Matthew made me see how far off track we are as a “church”.

Needless to say my church experiences were no longer the same. As The Most High took the blinders off, I would be sitting in church watching people go wild over misinterpretation of scriptures and vague prophesies. Reading and listening to the bible on my own helped to put a lot of things in context and to see the true meaning of what was being stated. I eventually felt as if I was being called out of the church. So instead of going to church on Sundays, I began to stay home and do my own studying.

While doing my own thing at home, I began to see that we are a people with itching ears only wanting to hear feel good messages about how some day God is going to make us millionaires if we sowed seed. I began to learn that the Sabbath was not changed to Sunday and the commandments of The Most High are still in effect today as well as learning about who the True chosen are of The Most High and His Name! I also began to realize that more emphasis was put on the health and wealth prosperity than the true “gospel”. Only sermons on “Living Your Best Life Now” and “Eat the Cookie, Buy the Shoe” were of the Most High and that’s all that should be focused on in this life. Not where your soul will spend eternity. But instead we’re being taught that if you’re not paying tithes and going to church every “SUN-day”, then you are cursed with a curse and that’s why all hell has come down on you. But we were never promised by the Messiah and the Most High that while on this earth, that everyday is all sunny skies. In fact, it’s the direct opposite. The Messiah teaches us not to lay up earthly treasures (Matt 6:19-21) and that we would be persecuted for believing in Him (Luke 6:22). He said that he did not come to bring peace, but a sword (Matt 10:34). But somehow, Christianity has us believing that it’s all about living the good life now.

While in the process of learning all of this, I wanted to share it my family members who were Christians, in hopes that it would inspire them to do some research on what they believe in. So I sent them an email explaining some of the the things that I was discovering. Here is that email below:


I just knew that from this email I would get a big response. But I did not; I received little to no feedback. But that did not stop my search for the truth. I later began to see that the Christian religion is not of The Most High. The Most High is not the author of confusion but yet there is so much confusion in christianity; especially in the different denominations alone! Researching the origins of christianity and realizing it’s directly connected to the roman catholic church and its hidden, but obvious, rebellion against The Most High was enough for me to let go of this religion and its ideologies. I eventually began coming across other people’s stories of similar experiences and I knew that I wasn’t alone in this and that The Most High is awakening His people from their slumber.

I’m here to challenge everyone that reads this article to do your own research; especially if you are a Christian. It’s time to start studying for yourself because at the end of the day, YOU are responsible for where you spend eternity. Study to show yourself approved unto The Most High (2 Tim 2:15)! Make a conscious decision to trust The Most High with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding (Proverbs 3:5-6). Seek, Ask, and Knock for the Truth, and I am a witness that you will receive it (Matt 7:7-11)!

The Most High is a spirit and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit AND in truth (John 4:24). If you will not embrace His truth, and would rather continue with the traditions of men, than your worship is in vain.

Shalom & Yah bless!


Ashley Lindsay

Ashley is a wife, mother, hair stylist and content editor. Outside of family and work, she loves uplifting women with biblical words of wisdom. Follow her on twitter for news updates.

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